the man i wishes to marry

in october 21st 1996 i wrote a poem........

i am not a lady of beauty
nor of fame or of gaiety
but i have this goal to marry
a man that may suit me.

he must be sweet,
yet he should be strong;
he must bring happiness
and joy all along!

he must be firm in his decisions
yet gentle over his dominion;
he must be humble and submissive
teachable enough and is meek.

he must have self mastery and endurance,
he must be patient all the time;
he must never envy but appreciates,
when he ask for blessings, he returns the grace!

he learns from opposition,
yet he lives in truth;
he knows his position,
and is always for the good!

he has his weaknesses,
but he turn it to strength;
he gains more knowledge,
and keep it as intelligence.

he calms the heart
and stills the soul;
when he receives,
he's willing to give more.

he is not contented
in the beauty of the flower;
because for him, it is
the sweet fruit that matters.

he must be slow to anger,
yet quick to repent;
he lives in charity and virtue,
to wisdom he gives value.

he knows the reason,
and does not rationalize;
he knows his mission,
for it, he gives his life!

he seem to be so filled,
yet, willing to grow more!
he does an extra mile,
and always has an open door.

he must know how to care
and even more to love;
and he will bring me to the temple,
and soon to our Father above.

do you think,, it is possible? for me to find that someone?

after being married for 10 years now...
i realized that, nope.... i didn't found the man i wishes to marry!
and i think the man don't exist! ^_^

but i surely found my soul's eternal mate!
and our room for improvement is the largest in our home!